Alone

I sit here alone once more

Lost in a mumble, jumble of thoughts

Is what I did the right choice or was it once again the wrong choice

Having a night of revelation and thought provoking conversation

Reaching a point where a decision had to be made

Do you walk out and let everything said slowly simmer

To stew and melt coming together in harmony to heal

Or do you stay and continue with the conversation

But perhaps have something happen, to make those things achieved

Just rot and fall apart because boundaries are overstepped

It seems to never matter the choice you make 

For it will always be, the wrong one in the eyes of another

So once again I just sit here alone once more

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